Saturday, May 18, 2002

i have to get more sleep at night... coming home late is taking its toll on me...

anyway, i had fun last night. we were watching movies lying on blankets and mats... wish it was less humid and less hot, though...

middle of the second movie, we rushed out of the scene to try and respond to a firecall. I felt the rush of finally being able to become what every little boy dreams to be: a fireman. unfortunately, Dr. Doogie seems to be jinxed. Everytime there's a firecall and he's around, the call gets cancelled or the fire gets put out immediately. we ended up hanging out and driving around, thanks to Dihiya, who's still keeping touch with this asshole of a guy...

speaking of assholes, my bro is falling for one, and i'm worried about my bro. The guys he's falling for is a pathological liar, a user, and an emotional blackmailer. I should know, I fell for the guy's trappings before. Imagine a 20-something guy not being able to go out of the house because no one's there to pick him up... and he's supposed to be a martial arts black belt or something. I have to admit that the guy's sweet, but what lies beneath is the true character of the guy. This guy is too talkative that he "outs" people without consulting them first. He talks about things that should not be discussed anyway... problem with that is that it's all his opinion, and it's VERY DAMAGING. I swear, that guy comes from a family of kooks! Whatever he has runs in the family. I think my bro can attest to that.

I just wish my bro gets over him soon... which might happen, because he's putting my bro on this emotional roller coaster thing.

Anyway, this guy is also seeing another friend of mine who's a total newbie. I just fear for this friend of mine because he's being used, and he's emotionally fragile and vulnerable.

I hope this guy realizes how much damage he has caused and how much damage he is still causing because of his immaturity, selfishness and lack of concern.

I've poured my hear out on this issue. For once, I'd like people to listen to me and not wait until the time i have to tell them that i told them so. Anyway, such is life...

I just talked to our best friend... I just wish that we could spend more time with him, like before, and get to talk and hang out.

oh, before i forget, there was this article in the Philippine Daily Inquirer yesterday called "FRUIT OF LOVE"... something worth reading.. something funny and touching at the same time... for people like us.

ciao!

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