a day to look forward to...

Yesterday, I spent the whole day with my Baby. It was fun. We saw Return to Neverland, which was a fun movie with our longtime friend whom we've known for the longest time.

I'm really looking forward to the surprises and planned surprises today... so, you guys won't be hearing from me much... >:)

hmmmm.... didn't log on yesterday... been so busy...

anyway... my Baby and I have been going out a lot this week. The other night, we saw I AM SAM. Great movie, definitely worth watching.

I discovered that someone I visit for work has a crush on me. Wednesday night was the confirmation. Yesterday, I had lots of deadlines, but I seemed to be able to manage.
My Baby and I are getting close with our friends who are a couple, too. We really enjoy each other's company and we're all looking forward to this weekend.

Yesterday's evening events turned a bit weird. My grandmother was crying... it seems she's been lacking attention and she's been clashing with my mom because she keeps on worrying about my no-good uncle... my mom, on the other hand is having a hard time explaining things to my grandmother. I had to mediate... I think things at home are better now.

When I left home to pick up my baby, I had to wait outside the house... there seems to be some problem there, too. MY baby slept over tonight because tension's getting a bit too high at home. Although my Baby's not directly involved, family things do these things to us.
I often wonder why we have black sheep in the family. In my case, there's more than one black sheep. I'm thinking I want to confront these black sheep and tell them off, but I'd risk my parents getting involved and getting them into trouble. I guess I just have to wait for the right moment.

Anyway, I think I feel better already, since I woke up with my baby... It always brightens my day...

Til my next entry. (might be on monday already.) see you!

A brand new day.... it feels great to wake up after a good night's sleep.

Yesterday was a REAL long day... wasn't able to do so much of what I planned to do....

I was supposed to go to the bank and deposit some money, but the day drained me so much that I actually fell asleep... I had to take a long nap at home because I was falling asleep while driving (NOT SAFE :P)

Anyway... why is is that when you have tons of work to do, you feel so pressured that you don't actually want to work anymore? Procrastination really takes its toll on you...

I always promise myself to stop procrastinating, but I always end up saying I'll start tomorrow HAHAHA

Anyway, a brand new day awaits...

*YAWN* Man! My lifestyle will take its toll on my health soon... comes with having too much freedom.

Yesterday was pretty hectic... but I got money, so I'm not complaning :P

I went jogging today and realized I REALLY have to see a doctor about my knee. It keeps hurting when I jog.

Anyway, after jogging, my sister and I had dinner at my Baby's house. We chatted the night away with my Baby's sister her husband.

I was supposed to hve an entry last night, but TERRIBLE service from PLDT DSL stopped em from writing an entry. They keep thinking there's a problem with my computer or my modem, when the problem is from their side. I don't think they can handle the load of having so many subscribers.

I just read my bro's journal... man, he's dieting himself to death... I wonder why we put so much of a premium into how much we weight, what we look like, what others think of us.... I guess deep inside we're always looking for assurance that other people like us. The song that comes to mind would be TLC's UNPRETTY. I love that song... "but if you can't look inside you, find out who am I to, be in a position to make you feel so, damned unpretty" now, I don't know if those lyrics are correct... hard to think when you've only had a few hours of sleep...

Anyway, I woke up early for 2 things. First was because I've tons of work to finish (which I keep delaying until now) and because I had a weird dream. In the dream, my brother (not my soul brother, but the one I hate) was banging on my door, counting 1-2-3, and he was really mad... He forced my door open and tied my wrists together. Scary! So, I woke up. It doesn't help you get back to sleep if the ticking clock is right beside your heaed :)

Anyway.... I've got a LOOOOOOONG day ahead of me.

Wish me luck!

Ok... two-and-a-half days of no entries. Been pretty busy, I guess.

I agree with my soul brother. Time does fly when you're having fun.

So, what's been happening? Well, I've been cramming some work... work that should've been done earlier in the week. But I finished a lot. I met some pretty interesting people, friends of my bro. We stayed out until past midnight, then I went home with my Baby. I slept real well for the first time in a long while.

Saturday, I drove around the metro with my Baby who was kind enough to accompany me in the lonesome chore. We had lunch with some of our friends who were in the area. Soon after that, I dropped my Baby off, went home and prepared my swimming gear to train with my Bro. The swim was pretty much uneventful, except for a couple of people who kept on staring at me and my Bro, things were ok.

That evening, we saw a movie, different from the one we planned to see. We were too paranoid to watch the other movie. We met up with friends and had a late night snack.

Today, we attended the wedding reception of our friend. It was lovely and grand. After the event, we felt the night was a waste if we let it end at that time, so we went to a KTV place and sang the night away. I missed doing that.

Now, I've got more work to cram in. Wish me luck!