amazing how moms tend to exaggerate things when narrating an incident...

i was rushed tot he emergency room yesterday, right? then, that evening, my mom was talking to my aunt and she says something like "oh, he came down from his room begging to be brought to the hospital because he was on the verge of collapsing"

hello?!?! I came from my room and my exact words were "Ma, accompany me to the hospital, i'm allergic to the medicine i took."

big difference, man!

i spent the whole day sleeping and going crazy... for those people who know me, i can't stay in one place without doing anything for long. i become uneasy and fidgety.... heck, i might have a slight case of ADHD :)

anyway, i just slept early, and now, i'm awake at 7... on a weekend! man! i hope i can go out later and have fun... no alcohol, though... i'm hoping i can buy my laptop today, too....

i wasn't able to work today... i was rushed to the hospital because i had severe allergic reactions to some medicine i took.... man, i never realized how ugly i could get! (yes, i checked myself in the mirror because i've never had an allergy attack before) i had splotches all over, my eyes were a bit glazed over...

anyway, i just had a realization... we're all not getting any younger and our bodies are getting weak, which makes us terribly vulnerable to all sorts of infections. I used to think i had healing powers like Wolverine... turns out i don't :P

i've realized that healthcare is getting more and more expensive. Just have to take more precautions these days.
i made another realization today. no matter how old you get, you're still your parents' baby... and whatever happens to you, they'll always find ways to nag you even while you're on the emergency room bed... i guess they're taking advantage of the time you can't answer back and you're stuck there, forced to listen HEHEHEHEHEHE

well... more tomorrow, maybe

simple pleasures in life... warm goto (ox tripe congee) with tokwa't baboy (pork and tofu in soysauce and vinegar, hey, don't hack it til you've tried it).... hang out with friends....


someone "adopted" me as their brother recently... i now have another older brother who calls me "ampon" (adopted). I call him Dihiya (Second to the eldest brother). He's a real nice guy who's going through a lot these days... Anyway... we're at his place... everyone's on the computers.. .we're all chatting on IRC while talking to each other... we've been brought together by IRC, strangely enough, we're separated by these consoles.


i was extra productive today. I managed to finish more than 3 layouts today. Great, huh? Still missing out on some things i need to do, but i'll finish them soon enough...


weird how i forget things a lot... our (my Baby and I) best friend read my previous blog where i mentioned about fighting with someone... he read it and immediately sent me a message, concerned about who fought with me... i know i replied... i'm not sure if the message was delivered... if ever it was not, my apologies, good friend. i'm deeply touched with your concern.


I just remembered that I tried writing in the nice journal my Baby bought me from the states... made of black paper... too bad the silver pen that came with it wouldn't write anymore. Mental note to self: buy pen with silver ink. I haven't written with a pen in ages, as such, my handwriting has regressed from being one of the neatest, to one of the scratchiest (if ever there is such a word)....


i don't think i did much today, except work... I was supposed to go jogging with my bro, but he was real tired and i figured he needed to rest, so i agreed not to jog anymore... i should,though.. i'm getting out of shape...


i couldn't connect to IRC, which is a good thing because i have time to write in my blog... pros and cons..... oh well, such is life...

new day... lotsa stories...

the other night, i cleaned my room... yes, i cleaned it.... well... half of it... now it looks more presentable... i cleaned a little bit more earlier...

oh, yeah... those who read my bro's blogs would know about the model incident... he was REALLY cute and he had a nice body, to boot... we caught him sneaking glances at us... hehehehe.... gives me an ego boost... but if i was the eternal pessimist, which happens, i'd say he was after my bro... i have to admit, my bro's blooming. I mean, he looked good before, but he's really looking so much better these days. Must be the gayness factor LOL

Today, I went to a medical lab to have some tests done... my doctor friend (who looks like a CUTE college freshman, mind you) took some blood for the tests. He put fresh piece of cotton and taped it on my arm to make the blood clot and made me hook my arm to hold the cotton in... afterwhich he explained why. It just dawned on me that no one ever explained that to me, that goes to show how well trained people who draw blood are. I also had to pee in a teeny tiny cup. oh well...

Anyway, my doctor friend and i talked and talked. i realized how good a guy he really is. The person he's dating is really lucky.

I got more business proposals today... more chances at making money. I hope!

I introduced my bro to someone today... they're both cute :) i hope they become good friends. I actually want my bro to end up with someone... but that's not a possibility right now. I just want what's best for both of them.

Anyway, i got home and got a little sweet with mom... then i had dinner with my gramma who is in her twilight years... she's been feeling down recently so i engage her in conversation, asking her to tell me about the past, and i tell her what i remember... she finds comfort in having someone listening to her. I think she's going into second childhood because she's acting like a brat these days... not with me, but with her children and with the househelp. That's part of it, i guess.... she has selective amnesia (like most people i know, even myself)... she remembers stuff she remembers and completely forgets other things. oh,well, i guess she's entitled to that.

anyway, i got into a shot bonding session with my parents because we discussed my grandmother. I kidded my dad about how they're both getting old. It's fun to kid around with my parents. I was never able to do that before. I kinda miss talking to my dad. We rarely talk... come to think of it, we've never REALLY talked, just exchanged words on stuff we needed to do. Maybe dads and sons can't really be friends...

i've been spending a lot of time online these days. I had a fight yesterday with a shallow individual whose main concern was to trick someone into meeting him and having sex with them. What a LOSER. When i dissed him in private, he went all faggoty-out in the main screen and accused me of being ugly, stupid, and effeminate... but, he failed because i had people to prove that he was wrong HAHA! I'm never wrong.... well, i am sometimes... hehehe... but i don't like losing arguments...

I don't want to bore you guys so much anymore. All the same, have a nice life

i keep wondering why people i know ask me for advice and never seem to take my advice... they insist on doing the opposite of what i tell them... in the end, they say they're stupid for not following my advice.

what's next?

seems i'm taking lotsa tests and posting lotsa shit here... oh well...

You are Hip-Hop! Two liters of attitude in a one liter bottle. You are hip-hop music, a genre commonly associated with black people. Your main themes are sex, alcohol, violence, and a lot of profanity. You are very confident of yourself, especially when around your crew, and you take on an intimidating persona to boost your self-confidence. Though your general manner can sometimes scream "fuck off" you can be a sweet person underneath it. So long as your crew doesn't know that.

Take the what music genre are you quiz by PsychosisX!

i took the test again... i guess this time i made some major changes... this is the result

You're a closet case! This test has told you something you already knew. You're in the closet. It's a pretty sad and lonely place to be, but trust me: Things will get better. Just hang in there! One day you'll find the strength to come out. Good luck to you!

Take the what kind of fag are you quiz by PsychosisX!

cute picture, though :) wish i could look like him

hmmm... another test.... i'm becoming gayer all the time... but this test doesn't seem to agree...

You are Yourself! Gay, straight. These words mean very little to you. You are yourself and that's all you need to know. You fall in love with the same gender, but you believe that isn't all there is to you. Your lack of "traditional" gay pride is interpreted by many queers as internal homophobia, but in truth you just want to be your true self. Not just gay.

Take the what kind of fag are you quiz by PsychosisX!

took another test... something wacky.... seems accurate, though LOL

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who's your ideal NSYNC sex partner? find out href="http://comics.polter.net/quiz/quiz.html">here

unnecessary quiz by

so, what's new today?

my brother treated me out to lunch... had a nice big burger with great toppings and an excellent dip for fries... CAJUN... worth every single peso... thanks bro!! and belated happy birthday!!!

i'm wondering why he hasn't written in his blog in a while... miss your writing, bro...

i got paid by my other client the balance of what they owe me...that should be good...

what's even better is that my client gave me a second chance... i get paid on saturday... good, huh?

anyway... a lot of people seem to be having problems these days... the world's becoming even more and more unfair...

i'm a bit pissed tonight... my mom borrowed money from me, but it seems she forgot she was supposed to pay me yesterday.... well... she's not feeling well today... but that's beside the point... i reminded her about it this morning and she remembered about it tonight... so, i might have to wait to get the laptop i've been needing for so long.

PLDT DSL sucks!!! they've overbilled us, i think, and we get lousy service,, at that... to those thinking about getting it, don't!!! better try another provider....

i'm having a lousy night tonight... al the negativity's affecting me, i guess.... and i hate this place i live in... with all the JOLOGS and their noise.... i wish my parents followed my advice before and did not borrow money from the bank... we woudln't be in this situation if not.

c'est la vie...

P.S. have you ever noticed i REALLY like using ellipsises? the three dot things... <--- there, i did it again!

oh yeah... another entry for today...

i'm royally screwed... i forgot to do something for my other client all because i was pressured into fixing the problems with a project i have for another client and i've been procrastinating.... I e-mailed and apologized... i hope i can fix things.

oh well... c'est la vie...

i took another test... it's supposed to tell me how straightacting i am...


anyway... i've been thinking why some people insist on not following advice given to them... i guess i'm like that, too... maybe, like me, they all want to learn things from first-hand experience.

should anyone be curious, i am bisexual. The Baby i've been referring to is a young man a year younger than I am....

and the world is still round... hehehehehe