Thursday, June 13, 2002

i just remembered... june 11... eventful date.... 2nd small misunderstanding between me and my baby... first one was my birthday... all because i tend to be tactless at times... on a lighter note... we made up soon after that. i guess that's all it should take... understanding... space... and communication.

yesterday, i got around to doing lots of work again... as in lots...

i have this friend who works for a big property development company... i made a presentation to their boss... she says boss not impressed with me because i'm not gay. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHAHA. THen, this friend and her friend says... we can spot a gay guy miles away.... another big HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA fooled ya!

last night was wonderful. i finally got to spend some quiet time with my baby... although, for a moment there, i wondered if i had to ask dihiya to take B to Cebu... but, all's well that ends well... had such a blissful time that i ended up oversleeping... such is life...

i just remembered... june 11... eventful date.... 2nd small misunderstanding between me and my baby... first one was my birthday... all because i tend to be tactless at times... on a lighter note... we made up soon after that. i guess that's all it should take... understanding... space... and communication.

yesterday, i got around to doing lots of work again... as in lots...

i have this friend who works for a big property development company... i made a presentation to their boss... she says boss not impressed with me because i'm not gay. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHAHA. THen, this friend and her friend says... we can spot a gay guy miles away.... another big HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA fooled ya!

last night was wonderful. i finally got to spend some quiet time with my baby... although, for a moment there, i wondered if i had to ask dihiya to take B to Cebu... but, all's well that ends well... had such a blissful time that i ended up oversleeping... such is life...

Wednesday, June 12, 2002

what a way to end a potentially perfect day...

drove for my baby's family... went to this wonderful rich-people place... spent the whole day with his family... they love me... hehehehe

i realized we did a very couple thing in front of the family... i cut up some food from my plate and gave it to him... he did the same for me... AUGH!! what is the world coming to?? hehehehe... on the other hand, i think his UNCLE has a crush on me, too... HAHAHAHAHAHHA glad to know i'm part of the family already... i'm closer to them than i am with my own family. Dinner time... we had dinner together... everyone enjoying each other's company...

After dinner, i start working on stuff... my bro calls... tells me to check my e-mail... turns out, BabyR has been talking to Psycho... yes, the two psychos in my life, it seems... they've been talking about ME and Dr.Doogie... and it turns out "BabyR has been hurt enough".

Sigh... the two delusional psychos join forces... they hide behind their lies while Dr.Doogie, me, and my baby are supported by the truth... It just pissed me off that BabyR cannot stand by his claim to "not care" and "not say anything" and "be over" the issue...

when will it stop? when will it end? it just keeps on going... i was actually depressed last night... i got to the point of thinking maybe i did something wrong in the past... maybe i'm being punished for something...

good thing my beloved B is there for me... he's always been my shield from the storm... the wind beneath my wings... he explained to me how people can be such... and how i should not let it affect me...

now, i'm moving on... i have more important things to do with my life... as for the sour grapers...SCREW THEM!

Monday, June 10, 2002

whoah... lotsa things have been happening recently...

yesterday, i got a whole lotta things done, workwise... i just have to keep myself from procrastinating and setting earlier time schedules for myself so i'm not rushed for anything. lesson to learn, which I should've learned long ago: NEVER PROCRASTINATE

couldn't sleep so much last night... went to bed late... slept at dihiya's house... doogie and the drink kept us up the whole night with their incessant shuffing and texting... went on fireman's parade today, albeit with only 2 hours or so of sleep. funny how things never happen as planned... schedules are, almost always, delayed and "important" people will always be late and delayed.... anyway, parade went well. Experienced lotsa "fans" felt like celebrities... EGO BOOST

some people on the road never know road courtesy... they never learn... and when you take matters in your own hand, like give them a warning, you're taken in the wrong light. Suffice to say, when you happen to take things in your own hand to teach other people, make sure you have an alibi, or a good PR spinner.

doogie is infatuated... for lack of a better term, KILIG... he's so kilig with his drink, which he nursed enough and is ripe to drink. Intoxicated before intoxication... funny... but i'll be he'll be more intoxicated once the drink is drunk.

miss my baby... oh, well... spending tonight and the whole day tomorrow with him... so, goes the story... of two happy people...

Sunday, June 09, 2002

oh, yeah.. i forgot... i can't imagine how fake i can be... i know i'm pretty transparent and people can see how i'm feeling, so, i'm not surprised if some people i'm not comfortable with senses it soon.

amazing how much work can be done if one focuses on them...

been neglecting my blog... been preoccupied with things... been updating on other peoples' blogs, too... just hope DIhiya is doing well. Scary thing that happened to him, pretty sure the same thing will eventually happen for me... i hope i'll be as strong as he is... wish i had his brother, too.

SPeaking of brothers... haven't heard from my bro in a while... i guess i've been pretty occupied, too... same with Asto and MiloTHatch... wish i could spend more time with them.

Duty calls... have to make this short and catch up on other work-related, money-making activities.