i don't know who reads my blog anymore... if you have comments or questions, please e-mail me at cute_chi2000@yahoo.com

anyway...

i've been going through an emotional roller coaster recently. i don't understand what i'm feeling anymore. it seems i'm always afraid of losing my relationship. the first and only guy i've ever loved. i don't know why i've been feeling like that.

maybe i've just been used to him being around most of the time... recently, he's been busy with work and computer games. somehow, i feel i don't have a part in that. i feel stupid sometimes when he has to explain concepts of the game...

i think my life's a mess... my room's a mess... my mom's advice that a messy room equates a messy mind and a messy life must be true...

somehow, i feel i'm not as part of his life as i was before. maybe i'm just being paranoid. what's wrong with me?

haven't blogged in a long time... seems Albus misses it already... bet Astro misses it too... it was one of the few things connecting our worlds... hahahahha

i'm really tired...

so, what's been happening? business has been picking up... i'll be needing an executive assistant, soon...

lotsa crises, but i've been gettingthrough them... don't think i've gone crazy, but, truth be told, I couldn't have done it without God... all my prayers were answered when I went back into His arms...

hmmm.... really sleepy... best to sleep now...