for those following my life... it's all smooth sailing now... i just needed assurance...i guess my paranoia got the best of me when i was emotionally weak.

for the first time in weeks, i was able to sleep soundly in his arms... for the first time in weeks, he told me he loves me without me prompting it from him first... for the first time in weeks, I am happy.

i felt bad last night... had to drag work into our time together... but i had no choice... he understands.. and i do hope to make it up to him one of these days.

work is great, but there are some clients that are sooooooooo.... well... irritating and stupid... have half the mind to drop the project since contract has not been signed and the lead time we agreed upon was not followed. oh, well... need the money...

why does everything now have to deal with money? you can't eat without money, you can't go anywhere without money... hehehehe.... i remember that song... "money makes the world go round, the world go round, the world go round..."

miss Astro... haven't seen him in a while... have to hang out with him soon....oh, yeah, you, too, Albus... you guys know who you are...

blog's not publishing... been trying to publish for ages... wonder what's wrong...