it lives!!! yes, my blog is back... no positive news though. i am single again. i've been dumped.

right now, i'm feeling depressed. i feel betrayed and lied to. i feel deceived and i feel stupid.

i did all the adusting. he never wanted to adjust for me, but he adjusts for other people. and he loves me, still. yeah, right.

BE HONEST WITH ME! TELL ME YOU DON'T LOVE ME ANYMORE! MAKE IT EASIER FOR ME! THAT'S THE LEAST YOU CAN DO!

i still love you, but i don't think you love me the same way.