meeting new friends is fun. i can't believe how much i've missed out on... real people, finally.


updates? well... i've decided not to talk to my ex and not be his friend anymore. reasons? he lied to me and betrayed me. He has too many personal issues to deal with and i can't be dragged down with them. His new infatuation is leaving for the States and he needs someone to catch him. bitter? maybe. angry? sure. i may be all that, but i know for sure, this is for the best. i have to let him deal with his own demons while i find rainbows and paradise elsewhere.


*thought transision*


went to a friend's birthday party. met this cute fil-brit guy who i thought was straight. he is amazing. lanky, cute, intelligent, witty, adorable, and charming. before the night ended, he was hitting on me like crazy. i'm amazing in his eyes. yes, i bask in the glory given to me that night. i have affirmed myself. we made out. HAHAHAHAHA


another person was hitting on me... but, he's all weird, angsty (yes, even more angsty than I), and he had stalker tendencies. definitely a BLEH (new word i got from some people)


last night, i went to pick up a friend's friend in cubao. cute guy... hope we can make out. HAHAHAHAHAHA. saw this feature on adding color to clothes. model was interviewed... went something like this "oh, i wore a yellow shirt under this black trench dress to break the monotous". OMG! i was in a state of shock editors let that pass! anyway, that was the phrase of the night "break the monotonous".


had fun... would've had more fun if my devious plans pushed through. but they didn't... oh well, there's always a next time