i'm posting this pang-asar lang

this is the last time i'll be dignifying such an issue. whatever people say after, i don't care anymore.

my friend LENIN wanted me to quote him saying:

      your ex's friends has ABSOLUTELY NO RIGHT in reacting the way they do. The FACT that IT'S YOUR ONLINE
      DIARY. You can fucken write WHATEVER you want. SO WHAT if it's something nasty or hateful about someone?
      They DON'T HAVE THE RIGHT TO REACT. It's yours and you can do anything with it. Para silang MGA TANGA to react
      that way. di, di pala sila parang mga tanga, MGA TANGA at GAGO sila cuz nagpapaaffect sila sa mga sinasabi mo.
      As for your ex, I'm sure he's forgotten you but it's a fact that people would still try to come you and him and trying
      to make you two fight or whatever. Nothing can be done about it so he should just let you rant and rant
      and rant all you want SINCE you're not telling EVERYONE what he did to you. You may have mentioned it
      in your Blog but that's just for your "CLOSE" friends to see not other people who wants to fucking gossip.
      of course, as you know, I'm still a good friend of your ex. I'm always in the middle. I am not hating on him,
      what really ticks me off is that his friends are nakikialam which they really shouldn't be doing. yun lang


my ex sent me an SMS... pretty long SMS,which i'm quoting verbatim:

      "Hey look, could you just pretend that i don't exist because to me you don't exist anymore. In my "dreamworld",
      losers like you don't exist so just quit it. I don't want you to mention a single word whether written or spoken as
      long as it pertains to me or to my name. As much as I don't have any business with your endeavors, you have no
      business with mine. If you're truly happy with your new found life, forget about me. If you truly are getting better,
      I don't see any reason for you to even mention my name. It only shows how bitter you still are. Please, do
      yourself a favor, get over it.
                                                                                                                                                 - your ex"

i was also sent this e-mail, quoted verbatim:

      "I texted you something and I'm not expecting a reply. I just want you to receive it no matter what.

      Here's what I texted:

      Hey look, could you just pretend that I don't exist because to me, you don't exist anymore. In my 'dreamworld', losers
      like you don't exist so just quit it. I don't want you to mention a single word whether written or spoken as long as it
      pertains to me or my name. As much as I don't have any business with your endeavors, you have no business with
      mine. If you're truly happy with your new found life, forget about me. If you truly are getting better, I don't see any
      reason for you to even mention my name. It only shows how bitter you are. Please, do yourself a favor, get over it
                                                                                                                                                 - your ex"

      Kung talaga ka nang nananahimik, as you said, me and my friends will never hear a single thing about the issue of me
      doing this and that and you doing this and that ever again. Just to clarify things, I read your blog because they told me
      to read it. Even when we were together, I already got sick of reading what you have to say. Puro negative and one sided. Manahimik ka na nga. "

I nearly laughed my head off reading these messages. The following things have dawned on me:
    1. he still reads my blog
    2. his nosy "friends" still read my blog. (i don't know why, maybe to fish whatever info they need for mudslinging and character assasination)
    3. i never mentioned his name until recently because my friends who happen to be his friends mentioned him. and he was the one who kept mentioning my name/identity in some forums saying stuff about me
    4. his so-called friends are the ones who are doing the talking, not me.
    5. if he wants to stop the issue once and for all, he should stop telling people that he "wants to talk to me"
    6. once i started ignoring him, he never existed already.
    7. i don't want to spend a peso in response to this otherwise silly message.
    8. i'm reminded of the commercial about an egg and a frying pan "this is..." (i won't go into detail, but those who've seen the commercial, you know what it is)

to my ex, i'm pretty sure you'll be reading this. oh, and this is the last you'll be hearing from me. i just hope you don't stoop as low as those forums again to badmouth me
    1. don't flatter yourself. what i write here may be negative, but it's the truth. whatever i write about you is not my opinion but the opinion of others. i couldn't care less about what's happening to you. i'm just documenting things because i want something to remind me of my youth when i get old.
    2. take a life check, do a whole lot of introspection and soul searching, see where you are and where you professed you were supposed to be
    3. i've told you before and this is the last time i'm telling you to choose your friends wisely. they could lead to your downfall
    4. the truth hurts, that's the only reason i see why you're reacting this way. i doubt you can tell much of the truth because you're so afraid of it, too. how can you tell the truth when you're so afraid of facing it? i doubt your so-called friends can do that either.

i've said my piece. bahala na kayo sa buhay ninyo. i will write whatever i want to write.

oh, and for you nosy people out there, i'll be migrating my blog soon. good luck na lang sa mga gusto pang maki-chismis.