my dearest blog,

i haven't written in the longest time. things have been going so fast... business is picking up. i haven't had time to write down anything or remember much in the past few days. anyway... here goes...

last thursday, i had avery successful press conference, i just hope the results will be just as successful. after that, i was a bit tired, but we i still went out with my hunny to join some friends' birthday celebrations. we ended the night in this bar called BED. my ex was there, i think he was drugged, as usual.

friday, i opted to stay at home while hunny went out. when we met up last saturday, she told me that she was with my ex and her friends Friday night. They all pitied him because he was drugged Thursday night, then he was so drunk Friday night. A friend even said that while my ex kept becoming worse, i was getting better.

Hunny wants me to talk to my ex. I told her that it's hopeless already, i already talked to him before and it never amounted to anything. He never listened to me, i doubt he'll listen to anyone else. I'm sad to see him in his downward spiral, but i have no say in the matter anymore. He has to make his own decisions, he lives his own life and i live my own. I just hope he wakes up from his stupor and learns to choose his friends.

On a positive note, i'm helping Hunny quit her smoking. She's down to less than 10 sticks a day. Last Saturday, she smoked only 5 sticks. I'm so proud of her and i'm so thankful to our friends for helping us with our goal to quit smoking.

Well, that's all for now, dear blog of mine... more to come soon.

love, me