i've gone through the complete stages of grieving... it was so fast for me that yesterday, i felt so emtpy... in a way, i was depressed. it was the depression that brought about laziness. i didn't want to move or do anything at all.

I had to rush a project... yes, rush it, but i got okay results, anyway. Forced myself to work that time... I felt i needed company yesterday. Bestfriend chuck came to the rescue... invited me for a night out with Aji and the gang... poured my heart out by singing... had a minor ego boost... was called twinky, and found out people get crushes on me pa.

*context switch*

got a confession from mom... something similar to dein's story... mom's so frustrated with dad that she wanted to leave the house already. She had her stuff ready and packed last sunday. I guess God just did what was in His grand plan to let my dad realize how stupid he's been acting with my mom.

i didn't know what to say... i was stunned when i found out, especially when she got teary-eyed already.

if ever mom left, i don't know what i'd do. I'd probably run away from home, too. But not before giving my dad a big piece of my mind. I'd follow wherever my mom goes.

life sucks big time because when it rains, it pours.