attended my grand alumni homecoming last night... got to see people i haven't seen in ten years... but i left early to be with my date, M.

I had a great time with M... we talked, we travelled, we hugged... we got so comfortable with each other that we almost fell asleep. This, for me, is a good thing. I rarely feel very comfortable with someone... rarer it is to find someone who can make me feel so secure and comfortable to the point where i'm so relaxed.

I am looking forward to more dates... more fun moments... who knows, maybe even a lifetime :)

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i have been realizing that I've adopted some traits from each of my exes... and not all of these traits i like... i wonder, now that i've realized these traits if i'll be more watchful when they appear so i can curb them...

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do you ask for apologies, or do you wait for them? i've had people do me wrong for the longest times... but apologies are few and far in between... i've waited for apologies but they never came.

here, at home, i've never heard anyone apologize to me except my mom... other people how have done me wrong here, have not apologized...

in other cases, i've had people apologize to me, not knowing what they're apologizing for... they just apologize to remedy the situation.

then, there are apologies that should have made it, but never did.. due to pride, insensitivity, or whatever twists of fate and persona...

my questions is... do you wait for an apology to be given or do you demand for one?