been a long time since i updated...

went out on a few dates... sad to say i've been going out with teens now... monday and tuesday with an 18 year old... got intimate with a 17 year old on friday... was assigned to be a devirginizer on sunday. last night, i got intimate with a 19 year old. As I write this blog, there's another 19 year old who wants to be with me again...

i'm not feeding my ego, but it seems most of these kids get attached so much even if i make it clear that i'm not into relationships now... that i'm into the dating scene... that whatever fun we have, we have on the pure basis of fun and company. This line of thinking got me in a whole deal of pain with M, but i've set up my walls already. I know I can do this until I can finally find what I want.

I don't know... maybe they find me as someone stable, a gentleman, and someone they can depend on with everything. I do have my quirks, too. No one's perfect... but it seems I am perfect in their eyes. That scares me so much.

When it rains, it pours.

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I'm so happy for Lorna who gave birth recently. Beautiful baby girl.

Al and I visited her after a harrassing, yet visually satisfying, trip to Megamall and the 30day mega sale. When we visited, Lorna shared a lot of things with us, and i was so happy that Al and I were able to bring her smiles, jokes, and invisible bananas.

Speaking of happiness, I'm so happy for my friend JL who found his right one through the magic of "love at first sight". I wish them both happiness.

Can't wait for Edil to come back. Miss his company, too.