What do you do when you feel that someone or something has been following you around? What do you do if that someone or something is not quite visible to you? I've been stalked by this being for a few days now, and it's quite disturbing. I sense his presence all over. In my room, in my bathroom, in my car, outside my car, all over. I had to resort to sleeping with my parents last night.

I had a tarot reading from a friend last night. I had to find out of this being was still following me and why it was following me. I never got the answers to my questions, but I did get the following information:
1. this is all part of a circle of karma... from my own actions and karma from anger people feel towards me
2. i have 3 "punishments". The first was M, second is this, an the third is yet to come.
3. in the course of these "punishments", my third eye will fully be opened.

I have found out that I am currently on the 3rd degree of my psychic powers. By the end of these three "punishments" I shall be on the 5th degree: one of the highest. The 4th degree will allow me to hear them clearly. The 5th degree means I will be seeing them as clear as I see other people. I will be able to determine how they passed away.

I feel that it is not fair that I am not given a choice with the circumstances. I am left no choice whether or not I want these gifts. I don't even know what I did to warrant these karmic "punishments".

My friends can stand witness as to how good a person I've been... I have made wrong decisions in my past, but I know I have atoned for them. Doesn't helping others counteract my bad karma?

I am so confused now... I was told that I could not reject these gifts because the more I reject them, the worse things will become. I am leaning towards accepting these gifts, they could be fun... but i definitely have to learn how to control them and learn how to shield myself.

Everything I am experiencing right now goes against my religious upbringing. It does not make sense. I don't know who to contact from church to help me. I've tried talking to them before, but all I've received is a sharp rebuke and a reminder to keep my faith and rebuke these things that bother me through the Holy Name... No one from church understands me because no one from church is experiencing what I am experiencing.

With God's Grace I shall be able to get through this...