the missing links

I think i have missing brain cell chain links...

at one point in time, i have a great introductory paragraph for my blog, which will ultimately lead to a good read-able post... but i end up with a jumble of words once my computer boots up.

anyway, i was thinking back about my highschool reunion. everyone there was basically the same... I changed... I changed a lot... now they're mostly family people... marriage people... apparently, I'm the one who has changed so much... i've changed so much that i've isolated myself from family and high school friends.

i'm a totally different person from how I was back in high school. my belief system has changed, although some ideals remain the same. i have developed my personality and my sense of humor. i've opened up my mind to so many things that few things remain to shock me in the world.

i've been through friendships... meeting new friends, losing old friends, saying hellos, saying goodbyes, fighting people for what i believe in, being the victim of nasty rumors, victim of stalkers... the whole lot.

i don't regret anything. i am happy with who i've become. I guess i'm just disappointed that most of the world refuses to let change get into their lives.