depression and bad days

the weekend was bad for me. i was depressed last saturday. I found out that my parents were not able to sell the property they were supposed to sell, and that they're trying to restructure our loan... it might just turn out that I have to take on the 8-million peso loan under my own name... i don't know how that will happen as of yet.

my dad, in a fit of panic, called up my uncles who, instead of helping my dad out, kicks him when he's down. i don't know why my dad keeps running to them when they've left him hanging countless times already. i don't understand why he's eternally hopeful that his greedy brothers will help him out financially.

anyway, last sunday, i took some tai chi lessons, to avoid meeting with my uncles. after that, i went to joy's place for their housewarming.

monday comes, i have a meeting, i went out, i commuted, etc... blah blah

today... i had a so so meeting... i went to the mall and bought a Sully (Monster's Inc) doll... saw Constantine after... then, went to a friend's house to pass the time before my date.

My car gets towed, my date doesn't show up. i'm having a bad day... my only consolation is Sully :(

i also found out that Mikoy will be leaving permanently for the states... one more friend leaving the country... hell is on earth.