Wednesday, March 02, 2005

single by choice

i've been meaning to write this post for a long time now...

i've thought about being in a relationship again... but i've decided against it. when you think about it, it is fun to have someone to come home to at the end of the day... someone to be with when you go to sleep at night...

but i realized, i don't want to be tied down. especially not now. I don't need someone to be frantically looking for me when i'm still at work... i don't need to find out that someone is cheating on me... i don't need to feel sad because the love i'm giving is not being given back.

i enjoy the fun of dating... i enjoy paying for what I consume without worrying about what the other will consume... what's most fun is when someone else pays for what you've consumed.

I'm still young, life still has a lot to offer me... I think i'm going to enjoy being a bachelor for the next 5 more years...

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

updating

i realized i haven't updated in quite some time now... realization hit me when Kince messaged me on YM and called ma GAGO. Apparently, i've got people worried. To those who were worrying, thanks for the concern, but the depression made me turn my heel and react to it proactively... I just needed to mope for a few days.

so... i guess it's update time.

i had to go to Boracay, last minute, to work. Was informed about the trip Wednesday evening. Flight got confirmed Thursday evening, edited a video until a little past midnight on Thursday, left for Bora Friday morning, got to Bora and had to look for sponsors.

Since I was so busy looking for sponsors, I didn't have time to write the scripts. Later on, the bitch arrives and insists on shooting spiels when the sun was at its harshest... and it was supposed to be for a morning show.

Anyway, I met up with a few friends there... made some new friends... got drunk... got a tan... got a headache because of the bitch... but it was a good experience all together.

Got home Sunday and was basically exhausted. I ended up sleeping the whole day.

Monday was a different story. I had meetings upon meetings. I got paid for work (in cash). I attended a focused group discussion. So, basically, I was lugging around a wad of cash that whole day. My day ended at around 2 am.

Yesterday was a long day, too. I had meetings upon meetings. Had to drive around. After that, I had to meet up with my friends. I was showing them around since it was their first time in the Philippines.

In the course of our walking, the person who was creating rumors about me saw us... and the look on that person's face was increduluous. I can just imagine the rumors about to come up! Me being a prostitute, me going out with this person because of desperation, me doing so and so... me being sick, etc etc. The possibilities are endless, but I had a great time laughing about what the possible rumors could be.

After walking about, we toured intramuros, then we met up with our friend's acquaintance from Puerto Galera. It was clear that this acquaintance was out to get money from my friends, so we jumped to the rescue. I learned a new phrase: Laat Unt Haant. I can't remember the other phrase.

My life just keeps getting more and more exciting. I can't wait for what'll happen this year.

Monday, February 28, 2005

too busy or too lazy?

maybe i'm too lazy...

i've been too busy to feel depressed, though...

more next time