ok, ok...spending too much time in front of the computer instead of sleeping... but who cares?



What Was Your PastLife?

do i seem like a jester?

Argh!!! been so busy the past few days. Didn't even have time for myself.

Been preparing for some events, and other things... focus group discussion today... SHITTY MANILA RAINS AND FLOODS!!! Now all I've worked for has gone for naught! i've bought, prepared and planned everything only to be ruined by darned floods.... PUTANG INANG WEATHER!!!

Saw a movie called Big Fat Liar. Nickelodeon-type production. Really funny, great casting... went to Drink's place after the movie with Doogie and my Baby to wait for him and meet up with Dihiya... pesky ghosts in Drink's house and subdivision. REALLY EVIL! I swear, they kept hovering close even if i was trying to shield myself.

This recent awareness with the spooky side started with the night Dihiya read my palm... opened some channels i never knew i had. THe other day, i met this cool girl to do business with. Turns out, she, I, and the other girl we were working with all had "gifts". Her friend who passed away last September visited her and was trying to tell her things... I could "hear" the friend but not understand. Man! That triggered another spook attack.

Last night was one of the worst. After being stranded due to strong rains and floods, we brought Drink and Doogie home. Drink's subdivision has OLD OLD houses. Pucha! So many evil spirits in the place. It got so bad that one spirit was so strong that it was sort of forcing me to see it. MY Baby saw it, him, whatever. I couldn't drive and had to pass on the wheel. It even followed us all the way from Makati to Guadalupe.

Honestly, I want to give up this gift. But i can't. I see things, I feel things... I feel people's emotions, I send thoughts out like a beacon to those who can receive... It may have its good sides, but it can leave me drained.

Anyway, here i am with only a few hours of sleep... will try to catch a few more zzzzs.

Damn room is leaking. Drenched some documents. I hate this house. I miss my old house... rambling... i hate rainy days and rainy weekends... i hate it when things i plan don't push through, especially after working so hard for it...

i should pray more...

got stuff late thursday night... had to work a lot over the weekend... ended up sleeping at a feverish dihiya's place friday night... Doogie and my Baby got irritated because plans didn't push through... seems i'm always causing plans to fail these days... sigh... wish i could do more... wish i could stop time... wish my body can go forever without sleep or food.

client harrassing me to finish stuff... always rushed... should get paid... want to get paid... i seem to always do stuff for charity... i should change...

taking some time out to blog... relax... check on client/friend... tired.